Now here's the long and short of the story. This blog started four or five years ago on another knock off site and it was purely that site. The few friends who had started the site with me had decided it was bogus and so I was left to handle it all myself. The site crumbled and so I started a new with a different group of friends on a different platform and that presented issues all it's own. Eventually that too crumbled and last April I made the situation to switch to Blogger through Google. Now a new band of friends has made a pact to never go their separate ways and here we are. Presenting ourselves to you as well as possible while remaining anonymous and trying to keep ourselves sane. Thanks for hanging in there with us Nightlings; you mean the world to us.
And now, some facts about the Original Night Dweller!
#1. Describe your appearance.
..........how can I do this without revealing myself? Hmmm..... I'm a very tall and definitely not malnourished alien species that as a baby was told would make Hitler proud. After year's of living life I have become pron to my surroundings and have learned to blend in with the common folk. i don't stand out in a crowd unless I want to but I never look the same way twice either.
#2. Things you fear.
...........the things I fear most are not the common things such as spiders or heights; no rather the things I fear most are the things I tell others doesn't bother me. I have abandonment issues and although I have grown up in a very large and loving family I have become aware that nobody you care for yourself is permanent and as time passes you are left along. I'm also afraid that one day I won't be able to hide my psychotic personality anymore and that I will be taken away just as my brother was. Only then will people understand just what an impact they had on my life.
#3. Favorite things.
..........Color: deep red, the color of overly oxygenated blood spilled over the floor of a murder scene
..........Book: Currently? Vampire Academy. Previously? The Mysterious Benedict Society. These are my choices because there are characters within that I feel I can personally relate to.
..........Music: I grew up listening to country and it will forever have a place in my heart but as people tease me on my choice more and more I become leanant to the modern pop music as well as some alternatives and rock.
..........Band: Owl City will forever be my soothing inner soul music
..........Song: Traveling Soldier By the Dixie Chics. It reminds me of all the family I've had in the military.
..........Movie: The fast and furious series. They are friendship goals.
..........Animal: wolves because of their mischievous nature but also owls because of their majestic ability in the night.
..........Holiday: most holidays honestly make me cringe because they remind me of how dysfunctional the two sides of my family are when they try to coexist
..........Food: ALL OF THEM! you have no clue, being Italian i absolutely love food and trying to create my own dangerous concoctions
.........Video Games: as I'm being exposed to them more I really rather enjoy the Rock Band and Guitar Heros as Well as DJ Hero but my all time favorite will always be the classic Mario Brothers on the Nintendo 64 and Yoshi's Island for the Super Nintendo
#4. What is your ethnicity?
..........I actually get questioned this more times than not online because I have so many strange views. I am an american mutt. I am (in no particular order) Polish, Italian, German, Irish, Russian, Puerto Rican, a tad Native American, and probably so many other things I have not been made aware of yet.
#5. What are some random things not everyone knows about you?
...........Most people are aware that my brother is autistic and that he was taken away from us for a little bit when he threatened to take his own life but what they don't know is that a few times my schools have tested me for mental problems such as depression and anxiety and so many other things I fear to name. I've just become well prepared to protect myself form things that would remove me from my current situation. Others also fail to realize that I am the way I am and know no other way to survive than I have grown into and so I don't always fit into the cultural norm of society. I am my own person. Whether that be a long forgotten Russian Heiress or a German Spy on the side of the long deceased Hitler. I just hope that people can look past what has made me who I am and see the potential of who I can become.
Well I guess that's probably enough to deter you all away from the blog don't you think? Thank you for being there through everything Nightlings. I'm going to need your continued support as time goes on and I hope we can get through this together. Leave any other questions you have for me in the comments below or try and contact me through our many social outlets.
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